This is what refusing the script looks like

Here's to yet another change I'm making - allow me to explain.

At the end of the day, the only constant in the universe is change.

In the past month I’ve been experimenting with what I consider my biggest challenge - staying consistent.

I’ve been posting on instagram reels for almost a month, every day.

Did I plan content ahead? no.
Did I always have meaningful things to say? no.
Did I enjoy the process? more or less.
Did my reels go viral? no.
Did I gain new followers? quite the opposite.

But I did show up, and while showing up and getting mixed results, I learned, and realised that my biggest challenge was not - consistency.

In recent years I managed to create a framework that allows me doing things my way, that is consistent and responsible - but - scattered within.

I managed to be constantly traveling for over 6 years, crossing over 40 countries;

Managed to keep a consistent workout routine of 5-6 times a week, yet switching between disciplines - swimming, running and CrossFit;

Changed fields of study and careers like changing socks while managing to show up for my obligations for my clients on time over and over again.

I was consistent on doing various stuff. How various? That’s the crux of it.

It seems that what I have in consistency, I was lacking in focus.

I managed to do a bit of everything, ever curious and eager to learn. Ambitious, Never bored. Pushing hard, everything, everywhere, all over the place, all at once.

not so sure how smart this strategy was.

I’m a polyglot, I speak several languages, but none of them I really master well.

So as I’m posting constantly on social media, talking about whatever, I felt scattered and confused.

While reflecting with myself, and with some random chat bot, I came into mind of a radical idea -

Maybe this unfocused state of mind is not a bug. Maybe it’s a feature.

My experimentalist nature, is what enabled me to make unconventional life choices, and courageous changes. I live life to the max, without being obliged to societies expectations, and while I felt at times as a disconnected outsider, people around me were inspired by my lifestyle.

Why fight it when I can embrace it?

Just like capitalism embraces all religions and ideologies and commodifies them into merchandise, I hope this theme will be able to embrace the full essence of my ever-changing, never-boring, all-inclusive, and endlessly curious way of life.

I’m grateful for all of you guys, having a vote of confidence on my writing and content creating. I hope not to disappoint.

It’s the end of the world.

Don’t waste time doomscrolling and consuming bullshit. Be smart about what you read. Watch for hidden agendas, and think before you believe.

Eat well, walk enough steps a day, travel as much as you can, be a tourist in your own hometown.

Call your loved ones, forgive your parents.

If you like my writings, you’re welcome to show it 👇🏻