Hey, I’m Bidi.

Disapointed my mom every step of the way, paid in full:

I Smoked for 20 years, procrastinating life every 15 minutes.

No real carreer, just a graveyard of side hustles: I worked as a nude model, an IT expert, language teacher, production coordinator, courthouse clerk - The list is long.

Ran away from home as a teenagaer, ran away from home as an adult - Left Israel1 in 2017, and wondered around with a suitcase for 6 years.

As for my love life? A telenovela. From a decade of grounded marriage to experimenting with bisexual polyamory. Was I the victim? or the toxic one? This is debadable.

Looking back I realize I took the long hard way and survived to tell. Apparently things turned out to be pretty cool at the end:

While wondering the world I had amazing adventures in east Africa, South America, and Europe.

I Quit smoking and became an athlete. Practiced Swimming and CrossFit, Fell in love with running, ran dozens of trails and asphalts, and succeeded completing 4 full marathons.

Meaningless one-time sex encounters and plenty of toxic connections led me to finally found the one - who, surprisingly, made me a mom at 43.

What this newsletter is all about:

Being human means doing it, sometimes good sometimes bad.

Starting 2026 I obliged myself not to use AI in my writing proccess and I explain how I do it thoroughly here.

This is a publication about life it self, written by a human for humans.

Every week, I open my self up with my insights, ideas, lessons I’ve learned and basically how' things are going. I have no other social media anymore, so this is the place.

One day, when I’ll grow up, I intend to write a full fiction novel. Till then, well, be patient.

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